My honeymoon with Sai is over. u_u Today I've struggled to get the right results using the brush tool, when what I wanted would have been done quickly in Painter. In the end, Sai blends two colors but it doesn't really make them interact the way my Painter IX did. It's been about a month since it died and... the shock... the grief.... it's too much.....
Well, really I'm just complaining because I'm too pussy to go download Painter XI since I'm a Windows. And on an ASUS at that. My little Eee PC would completely fry if even the lightest little bitch porn virus were to make its way into its C drive, it's so frail. Like a little mouse. u_u Don't worry little mouse, I won't let you get eaten by an owl~~
I've made a lot of journals in the last few days because I'm really paralyzed in my art right now. I'm so lost for direction I don't know what to do, I want to do something but I can't decide what. I hate my old style, I want to cast it off. I'm tired of everything in my gallery. But everything I produce in a different style is unsatisfactory, I find nothing fulfilling in the finished product. Artistically... I feel like I'm starving, like all fruit turns to dust in my hands as soon as I've picked it. I could go back to my plate of dog shit, at least it's something. But I don't want it, not at all. So I just waste my time complaining about it on the internet.
Things...
I'm sorry you're in an art funk. Not having a proper art program can really bring things down -_-
Oh my, who is this little idiot talking! not a psychologis...not a wiener..oops, that is me...
Just remember that feeling dissatisfied with your art is a good thing because it means you're ready to move on and improve. The growing pains aren't much fun, but it's only temporary, so... KEEP ON TRUCKIN'. :I /encouragement fail
I saw 'XII' and had a moment of horrible confusion, damn you
X was pretty nice, though, if you ever upgrade.